two wrongs don't make a what?

I could say a lot of things. Things that would appear hateful - in actuality they come from that place of my own pains - retaliating the pain. (Don't let anyone see you're pain as they may misinterpret it for weakness, right?)

And then what?

I know that still, I will not receive the response I desire or need to heal my pain. But I also know that, without the retaliation, I will not receive the response I desire and you will walk away without any true knowing of the pain you have caused me.

So, you see a bitch.

writing helps

sort things out

see things as they are

see me as I am and

see you as you are

but now what?

I don't want to be forgiving anymore...

it makes me feel gullible and foolish.

fuck it.

fuck you.